The IGCSEs, as Roald Dahl may put it, are the most blisterous disgusting pussy little snozgobbling experiences that many teenagers have. If you ask someone in holidays before IGs about what he feels, he'll say please don't discuss it, because its like a smelly cabbage that you don't want to smell till you're close enough to pinch it and fling it into the bin. Ask anyone in the middle of it and they probably won't reply because they're studying their heads off and worrying about the next exam, and ask anyone finished and they'll punch your head and warn you not to remind them of that maggot-eating experience. hahaha, just joking, but I'm sure its half true, and I think I must have felt a bit like that.
Anyways, I'm writing this because I'll be recieving my results ( very good inshallah, also Muhammad's ) in around 9 days inshallah, and everytime I think of, and I think more often of it now, my heart flies on wings around my chest and looks for a way out, my stomach gets a tickly squizzely sensation and my toes twitch and feel cold. I swear, I'm writing this as I feel it all, right now. hahaweeeha. haha, I can feel it and its funny. ( but I'm also nervous ).
I remember the first week in IGs, and all the teachers were telling us how different studying will now be, you need to be more serious, and work really hard, and the business teacher actually made us scared. In between is a blur, with vague memories of so many exams. Then you have the Mocks, and the IG atmosphere has set in. IGs are only a few weeks off, in our case four weeks. We started IGs with physics paper (6), intense exams over one month, some of which you remember, if you think you did well or didn't do too well, then of course, the moment you hand your last paper over to the examiner, ( paper (1) chemistry ), and I might have cried at that moment, its almost like most boundries to your life have been removed, and you're free again. As Ibraheem Hani put it " I've done my time, and I'm outta this prison ".
I don't know why I'm remembering all this, but its scary that the results are so close inshallah. They'll be vey good for all of us inshallah, They'll all be very good inshallah.
i doubt it
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its not me i have m7y nam,e
ReplyDeleteSalam my dear isa, sorry to write in this comment box. Just to let u know that the gift was lovely, totally lovely. Took picture of it with the boys' polo shirts. Yusuf's was big though. Awww so nice of you to go shopping for us.You'll do very well insyaAllah for your IGs and all the best for your economics A levels.I pray that someday you'll be financial advisor to some Muslim country. InsyaAllah and buy me a big house next to your ummy's big Andalusia villa :) Ameen.
ReplyDeleteSalam, we were going shopping anyway. If I become a financial advisor to a government I'd abolish all interest rates,haha, that would fix half the world economy. And it depends where you're going to live, I'll build it in Riyadh then you choose which country to live in inshallah.
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